The question becomes, and perhaps always has been, how can I leverage my current skills and resources to take part in the evolution of human knowledge in a way that I deem healthy and responsible for the human race? Addendum: in a way that is healthy, responsible and prosperous for the evolution of all life.
I’m pretty sure pop music is out. Blogging too. The general video games industry is out as well. So where does that leave me? Let’s see. I, um, have a high school diploma. I went to programming school for a year and know my way around java. But not so much these days. I’m a good drummer?
If I was living in Europe I would just go to a university. Take math. Become an engineer. But I live in America. And that shit is expensive. And I’m 15 years late to the college party. Shit.
Ok. Let’s reevaluate this again. I am a living entity. I exist in a small region of the universe. I will die very soon in the scheme of things. I have one small spark of life. What do I do with it?
I had some ideas a while back on merging my intellectual desires with my personal momentum as a music artist. I’m still working on those, though sometimes “work” just means watering the garden in the back of my mind, trying to protect the seedlings until the spring arrives. But something still doesn’t fit right. I feel like I’m riding a horse at top speed towards a brick wall. Revision: my horse has been painfully slow, and it refuses to change course.